a boy who i like quite a bit
came over last night. i could not stop shaking. i told him i was cold, but that was bullshit. i was just so nervous. but then, well, we kissed. and i stopped feeling the need to shake. however, i kept shaking and acting like i was cold because i didn’t want to give it away that i was just nervous.
like seriously though. this has been my crush for like, eight months now, i guess? and we hang out a lot but like, it has never been just us. and last night it was. just me and him. sittin’ on the couch in my room, chillin. best feeling of my life, just in case you were wonderin’.
